6 Months-- I do plan on picking up my 6th month chip tonight... Upon further reflection an discussion, 'the dessert incident' is about intent. I knew what I was ordering, but my intent was to eat dessert. When I realized that my intent was changing, and that this was a potentially dangerous situation, I stopped.
- Am on summer break and have set up a schedule for myself to minimize down-time, which has been problematic in the past. I'm giving myself a lot of flexibility in parts... but looks something like:
- 7-8 wake, walk dog, breakfast.
- Depending on time, morning meeting then coffee shop, or off to coffee shop.
- ?-11ish- coffee, blog, step-work, web surf (sans porn)...
- bring lunch to townhouse, eat
- 12:? -2- work on cleaning out townhouse
- 2-4 free time (pool, T.V., more web surf... with porn...)
- afternoon- gym, nap, band practice... day dependent..
- Celebrated my 6th month with my first early bird meeting. Good stuff, and packed.
- Topic: sponsors...
- side bar: two old-timers brought up the damned last name thing again. Not sure why that's such an issue for them, but the more they talk about it, the less I want to bring my last name into things. Battle of the control freaks I guess....
- My share: When I'm purposefully not doing what my sponsor suggests I'm doing a few things-
- Trying to gain a sense of control.
- Distancing myself from God.
- Trying to pick up an excuse to get drunk.
Overall- Good day. Excited about helping to chair tonight.
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